Dream the future.
I was walking back into camp and it was drizzling. This is what i saw. The raindrops fell like snow, drifting in the subtle wind, then ending off in a wimper. Quiet, unrecognised.
Spent half the day with shuqi. Experienced a feeling so sureal i couldn't explain.Happily being with a person, yet missing the person so much. She told me about her plans. Five yrs study, 1 yr houseman in US, work a few years in UK then come back to start a clinic. Cool. Much like my gameplan.
Its probably about thinking much, or its just a matter of coming to realise some harsh realities of life. What will we be like in 10 yrs time. We will probably not be couples ever, probably spending the rest of our lifetime with someone else. And in the backdrop of our future, we will remember the times that we once spent together. But amist the harshness of the future, of new found commitments, we will also learn that thing have simply changed, and that its not like before anymore.
NO! This is not love that i am talking about. But a question about the future. This goes out to everyone there. Is there someone beside you that you hold so dearly you want to be with him/her forever? The reality, you know things will definitely change and that saying 'let things beautifully remain the way it is now' is a dream.
Yes, i am a dreamer, a dreamwalker. When we say forever, we know that there is only one person who is capable of this. Only one person who will be with us all the way to our death bed. Then why say forever?
yes!
there is a million someone out there
a thousand beautiful episodes
a few special someone
BUT WHAT ABOUT THIS
How will this end, where is it leading to? This is not pessimism but rather a realitly so harsh i am unwilling to accept even when i talk about it. Someone once told me in the face of love to follow the path of nature and let things go on naturally.
But we are not winter snow, swayed only by the wind. We make our own decisions, DREAM our future, REALise our future.
~The difference between friendship and romance is the realisation of a future~
Where my friend, where is this leading to. 10 20 years down when you are in your mid thirties. I will see you again. Behind me will be my family. Someone i chosed to spend my life with. But what about the memories of the days we spent together. they are only as real as memories and last only as long as we were young. Families are founded upon love. Love evolves from?
~I can spend a million days in the beauty of the present but I have only one shot at forever~
My friend. Everyone yearns for a place in someone elses heart in which he will never be replaced nor forgotten. Selfish? Or just human nature? Like every father will not recognise this son to have another dad. No wife will accept another women in his husband's heart. No friend ever ONES to be just one of many.
You know who you are and you will probably deny the recognisation of reality. Jio you? A sound advise from many. Which i will not risk and will not undertake. Which i do not believe in at all. Yet i yearn to forge and hold on to a future of forever.
Forever means so much more than just a lifetime.There is only one person who will be forever in YOUR lifetime.
What have i just said? Words that can potentially change the face of everything we have now?dangerous. BUt necessary because it is so real. A new chapter may unfold as this ends. Darker or more beautiful. Circumstances will forge tomorrow and we will whimper off forgotten, quiet. Or. Man can forge tomorrow.
Damn. because this is the second time i am typing this. because this is so important. What i have just said may be wrong in some aspects cos its not original but the essences is still there.I hope i have not screwed things up. Not screwed up this friendship but rather brought some vision upon a future.When all turns bad, trust me and remember what i have taught you.Platonic relationships can only exist till the moment the word marriage surfaces in either one's life. SAD but true. You all know that.
haiz..... why is the future so harsh and real.
Spent half the day with shuqi. Experienced a feeling so sureal i couldn't explain.Happily being with a person, yet missing the person so much. She told me about her plans. Five yrs study, 1 yr houseman in US, work a few years in UK then come back to start a clinic. Cool. Much like my gameplan.
Its probably about thinking much, or its just a matter of coming to realise some harsh realities of life. What will we be like in 10 yrs time. We will probably not be couples ever, probably spending the rest of our lifetime with someone else. And in the backdrop of our future, we will remember the times that we once spent together. But amist the harshness of the future, of new found commitments, we will also learn that thing have simply changed, and that its not like before anymore.
NO! This is not love that i am talking about. But a question about the future. This goes out to everyone there. Is there someone beside you that you hold so dearly you want to be with him/her forever? The reality, you know things will definitely change and that saying 'let things beautifully remain the way it is now' is a dream.
Yes, i am a dreamer, a dreamwalker. When we say forever, we know that there is only one person who is capable of this. Only one person who will be with us all the way to our death bed. Then why say forever?
yes!
there is a million someone out there
a thousand beautiful episodes
a few special someone
BUT WHAT ABOUT THIS
How will this end, where is it leading to? This is not pessimism but rather a realitly so harsh i am unwilling to accept even when i talk about it. Someone once told me in the face of love to follow the path of nature and let things go on naturally.
But we are not winter snow, swayed only by the wind. We make our own decisions, DREAM our future, REALise our future.
~The difference between friendship and romance is the realisation of a future~
Where my friend, where is this leading to. 10 20 years down when you are in your mid thirties. I will see you again. Behind me will be my family. Someone i chosed to spend my life with. But what about the memories of the days we spent together. they are only as real as memories and last only as long as we were young. Families are founded upon love. Love evolves from?
~I can spend a million days in the beauty of the present but I have only one shot at forever~
My friend. Everyone yearns for a place in someone elses heart in which he will never be replaced nor forgotten. Selfish? Or just human nature? Like every father will not recognise this son to have another dad. No wife will accept another women in his husband's heart. No friend ever ONES to be just one of many.
You know who you are and you will probably deny the recognisation of reality. Jio you? A sound advise from many. Which i will not risk and will not undertake. Which i do not believe in at all. Yet i yearn to forge and hold on to a future of forever.
Forever means so much more than just a lifetime.There is only one person who will be forever in YOUR lifetime.
What have i just said? Words that can potentially change the face of everything we have now?dangerous. BUt necessary because it is so real. A new chapter may unfold as this ends. Darker or more beautiful. Circumstances will forge tomorrow and we will whimper off forgotten, quiet. Or. Man can forge tomorrow.
Damn. because this is the second time i am typing this. because this is so important. What i have just said may be wrong in some aspects cos its not original but the essences is still there.I hope i have not screwed things up. Not screwed up this friendship but rather brought some vision upon a future.When all turns bad, trust me and remember what i have taught you.Platonic relationships can only exist till the moment the word marriage surfaces in either one's life. SAD but true. You all know that.
haiz..... why is the future so harsh and real.
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